Well mam, been a difficult day today. Not going to lie to you is been awful. All I wanted to do was to come as usual with your birthday flowers and listen to you moan about things and moan about dad. I'd happily sit there and listen to you just one more time. Just so at the end I could say goodbye. It breaks my heart to know I did not get to day these words to you. I hope dad is with you now and your giving him a right ear bashing for not telling us you were not well. Its not something will ever forgive him for. Trying my best to look after my little brothers mam. Love you and miss you xx

Well mam, we have done it. We have carried out your last wishes and your now resting with your mum and dad. It's been the most difficult thing i have ever done in my life to sort out every thing for you. But I've done it. Neil and Craig did really well today you would be so proud of us all. We took Leslie out for some food. And we sat and had a really nice meal. Time for you to truly Rest In Peace mam. Your journey has come to and end. Love you with all my heart xxx

Well Mum ,it's been a month now since you left us. We have had our ups and downs. But slowly coming to terms with it. Not a single day goes by where I dont think about you. You left such a void in my heart. I can not put into words how I truly feel. I'd of come and seen you today and brought to some flowers, I knew that cheered you up. Miss you so much mam. Love you. Xx